Choices..

As I sit here sipping on my warm cup of Starbucks coffee(which my firm kindly provides, no need to be jealous!) I am puzzled as to what to actually do this weekend. I have many options. Some of which invovle going out of town for the weekend, the other staying in town and the other well is still up in the air.

I am a planner just by nature and having too many choices and no actual firm plans makes me feel a bit anxious! I suppose I should stay home with my family and finish reading a good book that I have been breaking in slowly. I definately NEED to clean the loft and possibly do some fun shopping.

You know-Even though the weekend would be spent alone, Im finding that I actually prefer time spent alone. The pressure of having no one else to please relieves me! Surely is refreshing to awaken to a day full of possibilities of which I will personally choose to do.

Oh, and sure I may be a tad bit selffish but you know what, I can be. I sure have heard enough mean snickers regarding whether others are selffish, vain, egotistical, etc. I would prefer to just be the way that I am. Let other say and judge the way they will and know that at the end of the day it's truely none of my business.