2011

My direction this year has changed very much from the last couple of years. Let's see, first off, I'm way more concerned about my career and find myself loving it whereas a couple of years ago I was lost and quite dissatisfied with work. Secondly, I'm so at peace and don't worry about what was or will be. I just have a peace that's solid and that I have prayed for so long to find. It's a wonderful feeling to be happy and just let things be. This year, as cliche as it sounds, I'd like to think that I have grown and turned a new leaf, and I suppose not only inside but with my entire life. It's really nice to see how just those few growths help change the relationships around you. Everything's growing, and not only are the seasons about to turn into a gorgeous green, but my core feels deeply shaken and changed which I longed for. After many years of taking tiny small steps I feel like recently I've leaped into this happy little life that I've created and finally found peace and put to bed all that was.

Moving on sometimes is hard to do, it can deeply hurt and take longer than expected, but once you finally do and let go it feels so renewing.